You

I want to marry you
But you don’t exist.
I miss you though we never met.
I hate you for not existing!

The nerve of you not to exist.
All you had to do to make me
Happy was to be born.
All I wanted was for you

To be conceived and named,
To grow up, and be my lover.
But you didn’t have the guts to exist,
You didn’t come into this world

Even though I waited with flowers.
Or you decided to exist in another
World that I can’t comprehend,
And fell in love with someone

From that parallel universe.
I’m running out of time
And soon I won’t exist either.
Soon I’ll be gone,

That’s a promise I can keep.
And when I don’t exist,
We’ll finally be in the same place.
You better be there.